I see the scars upon your wrist and I know that the visible is divisible, by the ones you hide more often the ones on your thighs, on the inside of lips, where teeth have softened I know your grief and the need to feel pain but could you stop, refrain for just a moment, in the time that remains It hurts, oh god, how it hurts the emotions that feed upon your brain but you don't have to cut so young you haven't become an adult that is riddled with just as much pain. Have you ever buried your own child? Do you know that pain? Have you been made redundant from your job? Are your kids asking for money, while eating leftovers? Now, there's a reason to feel insane Have you been in a car accident and couldn't get a wheelchair or surgery, for another year or two Have you had a child out of wedlock? Apparently rapists are fathers too!
I'm not saying that what you are feeling is invalid and regardless of age but harming yourself, when so young negates your ability to weather the storms that will inevitably come your way
I am in no way dismissing the idea of self harm and the thought and emotions behind it. I've dealt with it with a child and even my husband, please, all I'm asking is you speak up, talk to someone, Please, just stop hurting yourself.