You are the blood that runs warm beneath my skin. You are the notebook I haven't picked up in so long that it's cold against my pinky finger. You are the tears that are so close to spilling, so close to ruining this petty pen and paper and word ***** art. You are waking up when the sun is still rising and there is still a smile on your face because you think you're still dreaming. God, oh god. You are everything unimaginable and I want nothing more than to leave it at that. You are the failed attempt to scribble down every fast-paced thought through blurred eyes and an even more blurred heart. You are never even thinking about giving up. You are 200 miles away. I am skin and bone that will soon turn it's luck to dust. You are inside of me, you are my insides crumbling. You are every feeling so large, so real I think I can grasp it. You are the words, "Keep going. Keep going." You are a million I love yous I wish I could have screamed. You are the only way I could possibly wake up on the right side of the bed. Hell, I'm not much for expressing the dramatic pros I've hidden in my heart. But I cannot put words into any simpler form. I love you. I love you so much that everything else is so small when I look at you. God, I love you so much. I just hope you know.