You told me in the beginning, "I'm good at cutting people out of my life."
And, "I'll probably never have a wife."

So why am I surprised when I get no reply?
Not even one, simple goodbye.

I never thought silence could feel so cold.
You can't close a chapter when there is still a gaping hole.
Surely, there is more of the story to be told.

I didn't expect it to last forever, but I also didn't expect it to end so soon.

I just wish I could see you one last time,
A closure of some kind.
But I guess that takes some effort,


*Which you never could seem to find.