iDont Think iCould Continue On ILove Him So Much, But Seeing Him Face To Face Just Reminds Me Of How ive Done Him Wrong. The Feel Of Guilt And Shame How iWish iNever Tried Drugs. The Reason To Most of Our Conflicts. im Laying Down Emotions Just Tipping Around Thinking For A Solution IFeel i Should Just Set Him Free Because All I've Done Was Just Disappoint Him Hes Honestly Better Off Finding Another Girl Rather Than me Iv Done to much I Feel So Bad And Don't Think il Ever Forgive Myself For The Lies i Made Him Believe. I Don't Know How To Express How Much pain Im Actually Feeling . Knowing My Lover Now Sees Me Different And i know he has lost feelings. How i Regret Not Being honest from the very start.