talking, laughter that's what i'm after that carefree joy i wonder how people get it is it something you see? is it something you know? it seems like it's hiding from me the happiness and joy i see all around me can't possibly be hiding from me because i want it the most i pray for this i pray for that peace peace of knowing somebody's there and that no one's forgotten me but it seems I'm always that one the one left behind i'm always the shadow in the eyes of sunshine