We kissed so much I would come home hiding my swollen lips. And you sat with me for my first psychiatrist appointment, and told me everything was going to be okay. So i engulfed myself in you, and ended up drowning. A simple chemical imbalance was too ****** up for you. I would get home and the only things swollen were my eyes. Why would you tell me you would teach me how to swim, and then hold my head under the water?