I am a dramatized china doll, but I never rouge my knees. The MC introduces me as Scarlett. Lulu embraces me as we saunter off the platform. Whistles follow my footsteps digging into my brain, fermenting, to strong wine.
Gentlemen enter the club to leer at cabaret girls dancing in lace. Some are drawn to the boys of the club, the ones in the dark corners with kohl-rimmed eyes and eager kisses. From their seats in the dimness, the audience fails to notice rips in my blouse, cigarette butts smudged out in the wings. No one sees the ***** face powder spread out among the lighted mirrors, overused, my own makeup dried out. Their giggles and applause keep the club alive, filled with dead grins from dinner to dawn. Drum roll—my turn. We rid them of their troubles.