If he knew what lays beneath this skin He would know that my heart beats Like a voodoo drum in celebration Strong and powerful filled with passion I look upon the past in such regret Wishing I would have taken your path I want to walk with you through the woods That ignite your spirit with hope I long to to cross the river on a line Like we had that day when we were friends You confided in me as I did to you And all the while I dreamed of us He was there for me in all my struggle I tried to be there in all his woe You know I cared for you with every part But I put you through the fire of my life I had you walk on burning coals That were conceived in my hell I love you with every cell that composes me However I know that all my words Are absolute nothingness in your mind Your world has no space for my flesh And with this I brake into pieces I disintegrate like dust in the wind In the end I would do anything To be in your arms and touch those lips With my own in all the desire that lives Within my soul and in my bare bones You are there until I lay within my casket My dear I apologize for all the strife And yet I hold to my hearts needs for you As I try to digress, my dear I love you