This is how my night started out. My ex Fire, was cussing me out. He started calling me a ***** and started horrible rumors on the forums that I could never live down. The weight of losing all my friends and everyone I cared about hurt me so. I was in pure tears, and I didn't know what to do. So, I told Zach, my awesome boyfriend. And this is what he said~ "Okay, it's fine you can vent to me, whatever is going to make you feel better okay? Fire is an immature little brat, he's like what 13 but he acts like he's 8? You send me the conversation and then if you could send me his email because I am not going to let him harm you anymore, he's gone way too far this time. I love you too Rose. You don't deserve what Fire is doing to you. I'm sorry that I'm not my usual self right now but he ****** me off! How dare he talk to you like that! Try and guilt and blackmail you into getting back with him! That's just sick! I wonder how many of his so called 'friends' would stick up for him after reading that conversation. Hey no worries, I'll never leave your side alright? I'll always be there for you. From now on, whenever you hang around Fire on the forums, I'm going to stick close to you just so Fire gets the message. If he sends you anymore messages like that, let me know okay? I will not stand for him picking on you." -kisses forehead-~
I literally have the perfect boyfriend. I was so touched last night I cried even more. Nobody's ever stood up for me like that. Nobody.
I was thinking about it. I really was. It scares me to know just how close I was from actually committing suicide. Where would I be without Zach? Dead.