I love you. It's a fact. I care about you and I'm worried. Everyone is. I just want you to trust me, let me into your life so that I can wrap you up, take all the pain away, and just cry in your place.
But you're strong. I know you are. And I trust you, I really do. If it's something I shouldn't hear, then so be it. But you should know, it's tearing me apart inside. I don't want to push you, I know what it's like; nevertheless, I still yearn to know and worry.
But, if you don't want to say anything, fine. I'm okay with that too. Just know I'm here and I want to be your best friend. You need one in this crazy ******* up world.
feel like i used "but" too much lol but whatever, this is my letter to jay, my awesome rock :D she is bae.