Portals we call 'experiences' We merge into the mindsets of our various friendships Feasting like parasites, off of bliss and bruises Walking out one door into another Farewell to old parties Tiptoeing out of other people's stories I can't recognize who I was before I am who I am now "I can't believe I said that" "I can't believe I did that" Words we repeat throughout this journey Rippled reflection from pulling my head out of the water Drip drying pasts fading fast Sober psychedelic experiences from our God within Telling us to awaken the light we have been given