For so long you've craved my touch The feel of my arms around you The warmth of my breath on the back of your neck To feel my heart beat against yours and rightfully so I know that I am broken What YOU don't know about is all of the times that I try I TRY to hold you I WANT to put my arms around you I WISH that our bodies were pressed against one another I KNOW THAT I'M BROKEN and so ... So in the stillness of our early morning hours window open, bedroom welcoming the breeze the artificial staccato of rain in the air despite my fears and to say nothing of the miles between us in our bed I move over, inching closer to you Blood warming, Heart quickening Once flesh meets flesh...this should be HOT My right foot slides across the bed to rest up against yours I slide my body even closer to yours now sure that you will meet me any second warmer... quicker And from her mouth...a soft giggle and these words
"You have all that room and I'm like, right on the edge"
I moved back to my side, without so much as hinting of the disappointment and rejection that I felt
Amazing how two people can want the SAME thing and yet, somehow... we still found a way to miss each other In the confines of our own bed! (A soft sigh with a frustrated, gentle smile) Note to you: I stopped by to see you this morning, you were half asleep I fear Do wait up for me tonight! Anticipation is SUCH a rush ~