They asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up
I just stared at them
I wasn't suppose to be alive today
Don't you hate it when you just throw the pills up?
anyway I just stared at them
until they gave up on asking me
I asked to go to the bathroom
went over the sink
and cut my hand until the blood had a current flow
It was careless
someone could of seen
but it felt so good
so good
I needed that at the time
you weren't there
its not my fault
don't blame me
im sorry
but I needed something
and it couldn't be you