A tear-stained letter,
Black light, white noise.
Knife in hand,
Final kisses trace my throat —
Left to right.
Each ****** convulsion
A jubilant jig.
No tears or regret,
Nought to lose
Just love, hope and innocence.
Pills and shrunken heads
Left far behind.
Forever.
Your words no longer save me —
The rot in my head,
My blackened voice entirety.

I love you and I'm sorry.