shattered, my mind scattered, and permanently bruised,
i have come to this conclusion, i refuse, to be abused, or
used, if you want to walk away, i will not run after you,
i refuse to follow, i will not weep, i will not woe, i will not
live in sorrow.

i will not forgive, i will not forget, all of your harsh words, all of the struggle and regret, i will not be a door mat, you've added to this tremendous  weight on my shoulder, making it colder, weighing me down like a boulder, and as i grow older, i've become too wise to take it, i've realised my self worth, and this not what i deserve, i will enjoy my time on this earth, i now know life is what you make it.


i had love for you, but you betrayed my trust, turning it to ashes and down, filling me with insecurity, making me feel worthless, and unworthy, but i know now that i don't deserve this, and the harsh reality is that you don't deserve me.