once I took that gamble there alone in the forest crawling through leaves brown was a long while ago small in the nature of pine and seasons smelled her tasted all the berries and leaves red as blood from my mother green and wild I envied her evolved and pure forms limbs keen to make her forests scream her fruit to sway this day a long while away I still look up, into the canopy of immense sun peeking through green life wild, free.