Am here and am not, not not here am that is here beyond mental noise beyond thinking because am not thinking am not thinking about not thinking about anything that is, am not thinking about everything all of the time because thinking can be necessary but right now am and that's all (though of course, had to think some of the time, to work this out)
Wasn't sure whether or not to call this 'Am' but went for "I' (not sure why)