wide-eyed, with daisies in my hair and my mother’s heels two sizes too big for me; with an apron for a shield and crayons for swords, I stood at the crossroads. there, I met the man in velvet black. he beckoned me over with a gloved finger, whispered in my ear a promise. I held his hand, he wrapped his arm around my shoulder, and we walked onto the road. his voice was the melody, screeching the accompaniment. the spotlight, a white purer than the sun.