I'm tired.
I am tired of being lied to.
I am tired of sitting on the sidelines waiting for you to throw me some scraps.
I am tired of hurting.
I am tired of feeling miserable.
I am tired.
I am tired of feeling like I cannot do anything because you will look at me like I did something wrong.
I am tired of finding things out because I had to be the ***** and go looking for the reality.
You put me in this spot where I have to be a *****.
Confront you about these things.
Or be a martyr by saying nothing.
Sit in silence while you run around happily oblivious
That I am ready to scream.
Trust is needed.
Respect is needed.
That is just not here.
Not in this relationship.
Not as it should be for a healthy relationship.
I see that the only one I can trust is myself.
When my instincts are kicking up it is for a reason.
Each and every time.
I'm happy that you found that trust and respect with someone at last.
Happy that you found someone that can give you what I cannot.
Happy that you found someone to adore you.
That was gone from me years ago.
The stars are long gone from my eyes.
You need to stop bullshitting me.
Talk to me honestly.
Or you have made the decision for us both.