When I think of you... I think of the hugs we embraced, and the kisses we shared. The whispered vows of love.
When I think of you... I think of your innocent gaze and charming smile. I think of your laughter, how I haven't heard it in awhile. And I start to miss you...
But...
When I think of you... I think of the times I needed you around, and repeatedly you let me down.
When I think of you... I think of how I became a convenience, a companion, and not a commitment.
When I think of you... I think of how we quarreled, the hurtful words that were spouted, the pools of tears that were shed.
I think of how I've never known, how it's like to be with someone, but feel like I'm alone.
When I think of you, I sigh... Because this I know, that it was right to let you go.