I sound a war cry for peace but waves of negativity drown me. I struggle and fight against the cruel pressure with arms made of hope and love. My calm and quiet feet break against the steep water but without result for the ocean is far too big to be battled by a single person. My years of fighting are over. my heart sinks with my body to the ocean floor where hatred and vindictive lies slowly cover my carcass and I become just another reef forever tied to the pessimistic battlefield.
my home life is destroying me, constricting my lungs- holding me down and pouring her cruelty down my throat until it burns and seers and melts to rugged sandpaper and I can speak nothing but mean words that infect my body with maggots.