in my dream you were running like a rat wearing your fingertoes like hydrangeas and heartache in your head where all the nice things passed out we built barbed fences around our heart to keep it still like a ghastly statue i had no clue in my dream you were planting apple seeds in a corn field i gave you a knife became a mermaid the last child and a sea in my dream you were shining like a sun brainlike exploding having planets around like flower crown in my dream you were warm mug i'd left at home three a.m. and homework not done a highschool girl long forgotten in a potrait on your identity card