I am just a tainted soul
trying to get clean
but it seems my only options
are by their judgmental means
I know it all can take its toll
yet nobody believes
That I'm the type of person
who can turn a new leaf
I gave a million chances
yet all I seem to get is one
an overbearing judgement
expecting the same old outcome
I'm just another crazy
who sees a strange reality
Stuck in a sickened world
and still reaching for his dreams
I discovered my  voice
and I have found myself
Without empathy to appease
anybody else
I've learned the way you treat me
is how you treat yourself
Throw me to vultures
put me on the shelf
I made my choice
I paid my dues
I've played the hand thats dealt