My hands always shake, because i don't eat. I'm fragile enough to break, but strong; it's bittersweet. I feel i'm falling apart, i no longer have a heart. Nothing really matters to me, all i want to do is leave. The people that i really admire, don't understand my unbearable desire. Why can't i just be like the rest? I'm not complaining, i know i'm blessed. I have just had to struggle for awhile, i want to see the days when i used to smile. Couldn't i just go away, and not come back until a later day.
I went through some of these things last year. Over the summer i got much better, but now i can feel myself slipping in the wrong direction and i'm just stuck.