When was our first kiss? I wondered what you tasted like. To this day I am dismissed- though scandalous was our first night, for me, it was still real bliss. Not because you weren't him- but you were you, and not because it was a sin, but you were you, as much as now, and as much as then.
I'm tired of the guilt mongering, the studies, the insecurities, the *******...I know what I feel. I'm reclaiming my selfhood and my confidence with every old poem I dig up but am too afraid to post.