took a phone call today please come and talk to me got in the car, drove to you and you said to me
I'm not right, I feel it in my head I've got no one else, I've got no friends I can't talk to you, I don't know where to begin please, just talk to me
I talk about nothing as I watch your tears I speak about idiocies and unrelenting fears I whispers entreaties that drive me insane I sit and silently know... I'm to blame
each revelation, besides the last leaves me gasping, struggling to breathe each time you say I can't talk about it gives me another reason to believe
It's my fault
this is my shame
my horror is I walked away knowing you were on your own you sent me away like a dog with a bone
with no meat on it
I don't have a clue whats really eating you
except I could only say *whatever you are thinking Suicide is NOT the way
actual events today... I'm terrified and weepy and just, ****...!