blasting A Day to Remember loud enough for the neighbors to hear,
she closes her eyes which burn like hell solely from a lack of sleep
(4 caffeine pills cannot replace 6 hours lying awake).
replaying in her mind is every ****** up conversation about her "problems",
her mom says "talk to me" but she doesn't know how to respond...
how can she confess to the woman who gave her life her longing for an end?
she doesn't say anything but her mind is a ******* mess,
thoughts of cutting,
thoughts of him,
thoughts of nothing.
she is going insane but at the same time she is numb.