i am good enough
i will try to whisper it till i am able to say it out loud
then i will expand and expand untill i don't feel the need to apologize for my existence anymore
i am good enough and i have always been but still i degrade myself everytime and i laugh way too much and i smile way too much so that nobody will notice that i find myself
not enough

not enough to rely on myself, not enough to believe that my truth matters
i find myself not enough
to believe that i matter