A soft thud stirs in your head, but turns to screams and wails instead. Every day and every night each side puts up a fight. One says yes, the other says no. Which side is right to follow? "Cut, bruise and eventually die." "But you have so much to live for; why?" Part of me knows which path is right. The other stays wondering through the night. As i think about my life, i can't help but catch a glimpse of the knife. Then i think, what if i did? I'm not important, i'm just a kid. Each day, every minute, i wonder which side will eventually win it.