It's  like a minion of missiles
all aimed from different angles
that my brain gets on alert , many things gone awry,
puts me on stand against all incoming messages,
a call unanswered from me babay, a neighbor who
tells me my yard needs cut,
a landlord wanting rent,
a someone wanting this or that.
A cat rubbing my  leg purring while my terrier wants a walk down the street.
The last thing I need is to be  in public.
I want to see an empty
lot overgrown with dandelions way out on county 69.
walk way deep into: bed down and spend a night under the stars,
just  me the only chirping
crickets and tree frogs
no cellphone
no dial tones
no connectivity.
When I get overloaded
like this.