~ Sitting on my rhinestone lotus pond floating around in my oceanic bedroom The haunting begins its sinister buzzing with a silent ‘vroom’ Wooden door opening by itself My jeweled heartbeat falls from a bone frame shelf
Demons hanging like poisoned vines from the painted ceiling sky Gods then pours their breath inside my empty soul, drowning all insinuated lies Butterfly piano keys fluttering their enchanted melodies The notes dripping pearls of discarded lullabies into my hidden pleas
Lost dreams entangled in my seashell hair As I sit cradling broken memories in my emerald iris, the ones I’ve forgotten to share Dead skin peeling from my fingertips as I turn a dusty page in my notebook Loose frays of secrets coming apart, falling away in my Underland outlook
I remember the day I recreated my being, as I drew Self into a mermaid rose Piercing my revolving face with a jagged pen, **** fairytales bleeding from my lips, a new world I chose My dress of ivory seaweed has caught onto a sharp end I sink into the onyx murky depths of my rhinestone lotus pond, wishing for a friend
Discarded Bombarded
Licking death, seeing the dead My attire drifts in the sulphide air, swirling with the essence of dread I now leave my surreal sanctuary As rhinestones melt, the pond drains, the lotus folds its metal origami
I’m back from the world I created Back to reality where a sententious poet is constantly hated Back to a butterfly wallpapered bedroom where hallucination spend Yea I’m back, but not for long, not until inspiration comes and I swallow my pen And into my notebook realm I will be back in my own world again… ~
This is an oldie when in yesteryears I was tangled in a nightmare of a fairytale~