I long for permanence Not a rush of euphoria that disappears in an instant
A permanent face That beams when he meets mine A permanent heart That stays loyal as a soldier would for his country A permanent body That never allows me to feel its absence A permanent soul That would be ready to rescue my every fall
While the world and I longed for these worldly things It recently struck me how very selfish I have been To not be in gratitude of He who is the King
He's not mere permanence, he's infinite I call him 5 times a day And if I need him more I just have to raise my two hands and He's there He gives me wealth when I deserve it, Love when I need it and least expect it Pain when I deserve it
How could I complain? How could I ask for more? He has all that I need.
But women are women We crave to feel loved Some grow impatient Some succumb to temptations Deluded, they thought that this worldly love, that is hurting them, is true
I believe that whoever He sends is written for me And so I shall wait Daintily patient on calm days Deliriously in frustration on rough days But this wait is still a wait
To the lads who are all smitten Break those walls if you dare Actions, not words will allow you to overcome these walls Even if you do, I can't guarantee that you've sealed the deal
Until the right one comes, I will stand happy and tall Though I am very well aware That I am quite small