Some promises,
That we hold in our emptiness;
Our yesterday was made
And now I am afraid,
To break free--
Nothing was left for me
When I opened my eyes
And still couldn't see,
You were gone in morrow
And there was no trace of me.
I Stumble in my loneliness,
Held your color;
And painted my hollowness.
How can I forget--
When you were all I would get,
A part of my consciousness;
That I would learn to regret.
Cometh the night and cold,
That grip me in my breath;
How would I run away--
When I couldn't even find my way
And all that was lost,
Every moment of our past--
Was left with me to stay.
I hear your voice,
And my head is full of--
Tears and noise,
I have to make a scar to bleed,
Your name engraved--
On the blade that cuts deep;
Will you still pretend,
That I was the one who couldn't see--
And now when you're gone,
Why is the that--
I was the one who wouldn't leave.
Your thoughts do fade
And now and then a new day is made,
But I won't let go of the time,
That you and me couldn't make.
Moments pass by and I am left awake,
These arms still feel you--
My heart is still at the gate,
What would it take,
Wasn't love enough--
To conquer and break,
Into your heart--
I gave you my love and soul,
And now I watch mine--
Grow bitter and cold,
Even though seasons pass by--
Your sorrow never seems to grow old.
I made my peace,
But I still have your disease,
Infected by your presence;
In darkness I find my release--
When the world grows calm
And the hurt cease.
Then, I find you again--
With every dream I breathe,
In the forgotten yesterday of ours,
My whole existence feeds.
But these promises,
That we hold in our emptiness;
Our yesterday was made
And now I am afraid.
To break free--
Nothing was left for me
When I opened my eyes
And still couldn't see,
You were gone in morrow--
And there was no trace of me.