I had a dream just the other day, that you were happy. Happy like you were in July. Happy like you were when we were with each other. And in the blink of an eye the world changed and you weren't happy anymore. You pulled away. You said hurtful things and I couldn't believe you had changed so much. To me it seemed like an instant change, and then I began to wonder how long those dark feelings had been working within you. How long had you been fighting to stay happy and stay alive? And what made you let them win. I don't know when the change came. I don't even know why. But I know that it did. And I hope you find all that you want out of your life. I dreamt about your happiness. If that doesn't make you believe I love you then I don't know what will