I think that in the end we would rather keep our pain than jump at a chance for joy....
We would rather hate than forgive and forget because forgiving makes it "ok".
We would rather keep our own crosses than trade for anything else...
I would rather go home to a husband who bashes my face in and his gifts to me are a couple of broken bones and bruises than take a chance with this cold world....
Once you find someone who loves u.. love u in their own kind of way... everything seems OK, perfect even... because nothing hurts more than rejection and uncertainty... It has to hurt to be "Love" ,,, right CUPID?