My life has been on hold
I was not feeling too great
My sister passing on
Kind of got to me....you know

I mean a sibling passing on
That’s different right.....
Your parents you expect that
But your siblings it’s just another level
Of grief that pulls at your heart and soul

You start to think...whose next...
It scares you to death
Really it does...makes you wonder
What reason was I put here
Why must I endure all this pain?
And heartache.... Why...tell me why

I really don’t know....I’m just bleeding from my soul