Didn't matter at First, Easy to put down and walk the road That Was iN The Beginning. Around the Time iBegan taking Small Doses. iFell inlove As iKept Consuming Was Set To not let it go. iGot Hooked on this Crystal postion My Life Began Taking Twisted Footsteps. By Time My Happiness, Smile, laugh, Charm And big heart faded. iNo Longer Felt Nothing. Numbness All Around Me. TickTock The Clock And Consumption Changed me. Cold Hearted, hatred in The Eyes Believed The Sober Truth As Lies.