My mind has rejected you,
My heart has no choice,
After everything we’ve been through,
I am dejected, you, are the voice, I hear,
At night before I sleep,
It’s hard not to sob,
I had one job,
I murdered our love,
Suffocated you in late night IM’s,
You were drowning,
And I failed to decipher your gargled plead for release,
From me.

Now you have it,
Freedom at last,
I slowly feel less like ****,
What’s done is done,
It’s in the past.

One day we’ll reunite,
Friends again,
Perhaps.

Our relationship tends to relapse,
Enemies, strangers, friends, almost more, repeat, repeat, this time we stopped the beat,
We made it to more, but the pattern continues,
An endless cycle, no matter what we’ve been through,

I love you, today, yesterday, maybe tomorrow, maybe forever?
I don’t care,
Unrequited love is the phase I’m facing, I yearn for you, but with me, you are through.

I remain hopeful, somewhat broken, glass half full, and all that nonsense,
I’ve yet to determine what state I’m mentally in.

Melancholy is calling, to me.
Gaze into the stars on the wall, fall, through the depths of this dark abyss, I call my mind,
It used to be bright, you turned out the light, but no worries…

You’ll find, that I’m okay.