I want to scream it like the sunshine gleaming in the window like the movement of the moment the descent of time streaming slowly into never ... so loud... ... so eternal. I want to scream it like the whispers in your ear, persistent the tick-tock the rustle of the sheets. I want to scream it like the creaking in the branches the footsteps in the hallway the clatter of the dishes the closing of the door. I want to scream it like shattering glass the chatter in the distance the twisting tornado the breath from your nose... the slip of that tear... the quiet of this moment... It's screaming at me.