Not everything I write
is all about you
When the stars send light kisses
When the moonlight glows in dark sky
Even when I'm all covered in darkness,
I'm just trying to wonder
what will happen
when the sun woke up
Will he titter with joy or turn a blind eye
For all I'm hoping
is a carefree day
Am I going to cry or someone has to wipe my eyes?
Will I find a piece of this unpredictable jigsaw I'm trying to contemplate?
I just want to find vivacity
And it's not for you to arrogate
When I say I broke my heart,
It's because I didn't fight what's inside
I should have stood up
and know what is right
And that, is to walk away from a lugubrious atmosphere of my miserable life*

-A

9/2/14