In the midst of my confusion- I find peace, Even though I haven't slept in weeks. -is it justified? I'm always asking questions like "how?" or "why?" Because believing in something is just too **** hard to try. Can I compromise? Please, can I compromise? Is it true that we only ever practice what we preach? And that everything in life is simply based on our beliefs? Is this all a dream? Is this all a dream?