As I linger I begin to lose
I linger to save the others
To save from my kind of pain
My kind of pain eats away
Eats away my humanity

To be free is only a wish
A wish to leave the pain
The pain caused by them
They tell me I'm not good enough
Not good enough for a life

The catalyst is my command
My command to end it
End all the pain and judgment
Pain and judgment are the gifts
The gifts others give me

I'm ready for the boom
The boom to go home
Home to love and care
Care doesn't exist here
Here is full of death and hate