4 a.m.
here i am again
why aren't we friends
you're as consistent as the pain
always there for me to blame
you're like a secret that i keep
locked in my thoughts
listening always when I'm caught

4 a.m.
here i am again
sleep left me and you're what i have
like the unwanted truth
a reflection of reality

4 a.m.
here we are
why does it hurt so bad
where is your comfort
you are here, just as i feared

4 a.m.
you're like a drug
see real life in a whole new way
the high lasts only until day

4 a.m.
you're the journal of my mind
i talk and you listen
you cover my sin

4 a.m.
all is lost
but sometimes you must loose it all
to find yourself

4 a.m.
its now almost morning
ill see you again after the day,
mourning