i still remember the numbing
and the wandering hands
Walking with the remains of cigarette smoke on my clothes and down my throat
Walking when dawn was just breaking through
i left, walking with new memories freshly placed in my mind
Memories of dizziness
barely able to walk down the stairs
Dizziness forming from the numbing, bitter alcohol
Laughs surrounding me while i take my first shots
Talking about the ****** drinker,
and her ****** reactions