This suicide and self-destruction. what I've done. I can't stop it. Help! Call the hospital put me in, put me on the table. I need Your heartbeat. I need Your blood. I need Your breath put in me. Let me die where I lie. Let me lie on the floor. Please nail me to the door. Turn out the lights. Bury me indeed so I cannot walk away. Bury me so I can get up and walk Your way. Let me live on the highway A life for all to see with Your heartbeat with Your blood with Your breath within me.