All of a sudden the air I was breathing turned toxic. My lungs burning and my heart turning black. My brain all clouded and my eyes blood red. This is what it felt like to love you, it felt terrible. It hurt so bad I couldn't take it, but after getting used to it I learned to live with it. And the pain slowly became a way of life. Now living with a black heart a messed up mind and lungs on fire, I Can truly say to love you is to love pain.