I miss you. every day. every second. every hour. they say "it'll get easier" but they lie. it's all lies. I feel alone. without you here. you held me down. you were my future. and now. my future is gone. and it took you right along with it. you're still in my future. oh. but it includes death. because. it seems to be the greatest things don't happen while we are taking our breathes on this earth. the greatest things happen when you are lying in your bed. late at night. knowing that you're going to be with the one you love. whether it be in a dream or a heaven or a hell. they will be there. and so will you.