i do not think about the persian gulf or the turkish avenue and i do not look at the sluggish part of my heart that is on the ground. instead i am content with piles of taffy and tired eyes tied like ships, soggy chamomile tea and misty pieces of noise. i laugh in the spots where there are none and i choke on holograms during intermission like holding fast to the smell of salt. (they made me think of you)