Leaving home is no longer exiting the address attached to my paperwork. The walls that contain my childhood are a time capsule full of spoiled memories. The bedroom where I prayed away scary monsters is now a skeleton of myself with transplanted hobby attempts by my mother. The rearranging of furniture, the shifting of pictures, the emptiness of space and claustrophobic piles of clutter in the closets push me outside. Outside, where the trees grew with me and kept me shaded while my imagination transformed the branches into jungles or utopian planets ruled by female playmobile. My mother laments at the clutter and space we hoard while my father would be happy as long as his tools are untouched. Leaving home is like entering into a comma, and every time I wake up I've lost another memory.