"I've been let down by friends, who i thought would be there when needed them. But I've learnt that not everyone's gonna be there when you need or want them the most, whether they wanted to to or not, not everyone's gonna be there when you need them to wipe your eyes. So I've learnt that you should be there for yourself, help yourself, hold your own hands, and be your own best friend. Help yourself to live because not even your closet friends might be there, when you're dying whether mentally or physically"